date: 5/19/21


i start drumming lessons tomorrow! due to my disability i haven't really been able to play a lot of instruments: piano, anything with strings, anything with holes... basically everything i'd want to learn to play is impossible for me due to my motor skills, which is due to my disabiltiy (and autism, probably. somehow. autism is the source of 70% of all my problems. ^__^;). BUT! drums don't have any of that. they need speed and precision, which i'll be learning in class probably, and you need a good sense of rhythm, which. well. *stares at my hundreds of hours in various rhythm games* i think i have that one down.

safe to say i'm so excited!!! i'm really gonna try to put the time in with this.

date: 5/16/21


i'll be playing DND soon with my friends! it's been so long since we've been able to get together and play so i'm very excited. and i won't be the DM this time *__*... i'll be a monk rabbitfolk named yoki frith! i've been writing this little guy for a long time so i'm very excited to get to play them.

note to self: maybe make a DND page? i could write about my characters and stories forever, heh.

date: 5/14/21


hello! i'm back! does anybody still read this? that doesn't matter, i guess. i guess this is more of a life update than anything. i'm in college for networking! it's really great. my spring semester ended earlier this month so now i have free time and i am hoping to do more on this web site of mine. but based on the last entry i haven't really been good at keeping my promises, huh? oh well. if that happens again, it happens.

i also couldn't have guessed that, well... 2020 would have been so awful and downright traumatic for people all over the globe. i had started that year wanting to go back to being a cool old skool web developer but that didn't really work out. oh least i was able to start college that year!

date: 1/2/20


has anyone missed me? i'm not sure. i've been dealing with a lot of poor mental health through the year i've been gone. lots of stuff has kept me away from neocities but i think i want to try to come back. my website used to be a huge comfort to me and something that never changed, and i want it to be that again, i guess?? i also want to be a lot more open (which i tried at first with my otherkin page and it made me happy to talk about like i did. i want to do more stuff like that. it makes me happy and if you don't like that then i don't like you! :-])

i do not want to go into too much detail, but i had an extreme falling out with the person who made me love HTML and coding, and that made my love of a lot of things fall apart as well. games, shows, music, even specific names really hurt to remember. but i have been recovering! slowly. and i finally think i remembered why i like doing what i do. welcome back, Lance.